Things go up and down these days. The expected not happens and the unexpected happens. This is a really interesting process. I gradually understand what Forest Gump's mother's famous words mean:" Life is just a box of chocolates, you never know what you are gonna get."

    What is job-hunting? The essence is a way to find a job to financially support oneself. This is the fact, which we cannot deny. Now we add a lot of decoration to the purpose----the development, the career path, the culture, the people......We ask more because we are confident of our ability and the future development. I wonder why  the company invest so much  in the fresh graduates? For what? The reason perhaps is simple? For less flexibility? For the company's future leader? For the cheap labor? That's interesting to think in other's shoes.

    Tomorrow, I will attend PWC workshop. What is cute is that I apply for the Advisory position, which I thought should be the Audit position. My God! What is advisory? what's auditing ? What's PWC? What PWC? I got a lot of questions.

    Advisory is a very important add-value service for PWC's client. It gives services in corporate finance, Merger&Aquisition, corporate reconstructuring, forensic investigation, business recovery services. I am excited to learn more about the unknown.

    Wish me good luck~

 

Trump once said,

New York, my city, where the wheels of the global economy never stop turning.
A concrete metroplis of unparalleled strength and purpose that drive the business world.
Manhattan is a tough place, and this place is a real jungle.
If you are not careful,  it can crew you up and spit you out.
But if you work hard, you can really hit it big. And I mean, really big.
Work hard, and I long for the real power and strength.

   Today, I feel a little bit sore throat, so I sleep a lot, about 12 hours......Such a long time~
   After I got up, I think I should re-arrange my time. I have something else to do except job-hunting, including learning, net-working and hanging-out. So I made a plan for myself.
   I read something about 上官婉儿 today. She is a unique woman in Chinese history, serving WuZeTian, the only female emperor of China. I try to devour her stance----love incorporated with hatred, loyalty fused with humility, family combined with country. How great this woman is. She utilized her wisdom and love to stand for WuZeTian, the enemy of her family. The core spirit is the perseverance and calm in every occasion.
   Also, Chicken Soup moves me a lot today. There is a story about Jorden. He is a man who never doubts himself. After every decision, what he thinks is the way to do it, to achieve it, with great effort and determination. "I imagine the domain that I can reach, I know what kind of athlete I can be. I know my  target, and I focus on it, so I do it."
   I find that I should seek for a spiritual trust. What is my religion? What have I done for my target? I should do it.

   Today, I find that it will be interesting if I write more about the feeling and harvest I have these days. Actually, this is a special period in my life, a job-hunting process. It is a time to be responsible for myself and go on another life stage.
   I am learning and growing, since I read something today about business and know more fresh ideas. Gradually, I find that I am girl who loves to learn, but in the past, I don't realize that. I treasure the last year in Fudan, so I come back here, live in my dormitory and begin to learn and apply on line, and prepare interview and write something....
   I find that my DiDi always has traits and virtue I treasure a lot. Today, when I talked with him, I felt that he had a very big heart and loved the things he did. This is why I like him a lot.
   Today is Halloween Day, and I went to one of my friends's party. It is not so much fun as I thought, but it was really nice to be there to meet friends that I havent seen for long time.
   Happy Halloween~

   These days, job-hunting, internship my life,but actually what I care most is the process of job-hunting, which is a brand new way to think deeply of myself.
   When we are doing a lot of stuffs or responsible for this or that event or project, we don't have the time even to think of ME. Yes, me, the definition of oneself. The most difficult to know and to explore is the man himself. What the biggest challenge for me now is to know more about me. Is it ridiculous? God smiles when human beings are thinking. Now, definitely he is smiling at me. I like the feeling of that coz he definitely knows that this is a girl who begins to think and who will think more in the future. 
    I notice more and more the comments that life is just like a string of pearls, where all our efforts can be connected. From the very begining of my life till what my life is like now, great changes have taken place. Great changes give me a reason to be more confident and know the inner side of me.
    Everyone should have such experience to have a more integrated life. Ownership sometimes means loss, loss sometimes reflects another great chance.We should believe in ourselves, coz life is rewarding. When we believe in life, life  will smile at us and become more treasurable.
    All the experience, all the difficulties, all the happiness, all the sorrowness....Everything in life deserve my sincere apprecition.
    Thank you!

   These days are busy days. What I feel so much is that hard work deserves good results.
   My bosses ask me to do some creative stuff, which I appreciate so much, very intereting jobs, such as make a video rundown and fresh ideas about the whole propagada video and give a new name for a newly-entry store.
   I feel confident when they appreciate my job, and nowadays more and more employers ask me to do project with them. That's really a good feeling. Our HR also chats with me today and ask me to replace another intern in Edelman，Whom I consider as a very nice and diligent and smart girl. I am so happy that they think of me as a girl of that type.
   Everyday is a brand new start.
   Loving today, and everything and everyone. Loving life per se.
   Life is fair sometimes:)

ps: These days i find sth. particularly good in PR－－traveling around  the world. Next week a team of our company will fly to Britain. There are a lot of chances to travel here and there, getting more innovation and challenge.

   一遍又一遍，我听着《好心分手》。。。呵呵，总觉得自己应该有很多事情可以去做，是的，白天的时候我可以去看书、工作，但回家之后，家里就我一个人，突然就会好难过。。。
   我曾经告诉自己，软弱是自己给自己的借口，每个人都可以很坚强。呵呵，昨天看到一句话，感情决定行为，理智决定推理。是啊，我知道自己为什么会好难受。。。
   如果妈妈在身边，我会不去想，也真的是不想阿。但如果是我一个人，我，真的，好像也不是在想他，就是会觉得心里很难受，很酸，会有一阵阵的颤动。
   我真的需要时间，真的。就像一阵阵的回潮，大概次数多了也就麻痹了吧。昨天看到上海连续10个高温日，想到他一个人，我就忍不住给他发了条消息，呵呵，我想就算是普通朋友我也会这么做的，更何况，是他呢？是啊，我想用一种平静的心态来对待他，我想这么做，但是，我真的能做到嘛？看了他回的消息，依然是那么熟悉，心头一阵酸酸的。我也想顺其自然，可以一如我的处事风格，在熟悉的朋友面前，想到什么就做什么，但是，现在不行，我知道不行。
    他已经很久没看过我的blog了，我想他最近也不会看，这样正好，我可以在这里说自己想说的话。我把自己想法写在这里，就当作是对这段感情的纪念。
    我知道他想让我好好的，他刚工作也没有时间顾及我。
    东东哥哥和我说：失恋那天让我们一起分手很有道理。呵呵，是啊，对GG来说，他有好多人事物需要适应，我前段时间非但没有帮他，自己还有一大堆烦心事，总是和他说，他从来不发脾气，但他从来不向我抱怨什么，一句都没有。
    我们都清楚，彼此不合适，呵呵，但是感情明明就在那儿啊。。。今天看bbs的love版，有一个mm和她bf分手了，原因就是因为不合适，两人仍然相爱，但现实就是现实。既然没有结果，就不要再花无谓的时间了，时间对彼此来说都很宝贵。
    妈妈说，我不应该难过。我的一个好朋友也和她bf分手了，就在前天，她和我说，她感觉好不适应，是啊，我们就像同命相连的两个人。
    或许过几天当我再看到这篇blog的时候会觉得自己好软弱，但此时此刻我就是这样。
    爸爸怕我感情用得深，呵呵，我原来以为我和他不一样，但，我毕竟是他身体的一部分，他了解我。
    
    我想GG一定有很多事情要做，他一定很忙的。或许他的忙碌会使他不去想我们的分手。
    我也知道忙碌可以麻痹自己，但是，我就是不愿意去控制自己，呵呵。工作归工作，生活依然是这样。其实，我觉得自己好失败。
    
说一些开心的事情：
    最近最开心的一件事情就是我家附近开了一家大大的书城，今天我又去看书了，《至爱品牌》,Kevin Roberts，主要是将现在所普遍存在的消费者问题，品牌太多而至爱品牌并不多见。至爱品牌是那种有一点点超越消费者忠诚的那一种，需要感情，有时候会比较固执，我对品牌有感情，我爱这个品牌，我当然会买。很简单的逻辑。
     亲密度、神秘感、感官享受是构成至爱品牌的三个要素。像谈恋爱一样。呵呵。
     今天就不写了吧。

    
    

离开爱的日子

歌手:侯湘婷 专辑:侯湘婷


离开爱的日子
词:姚谦曲:日本曲

原来不快乐不能假装
原来过去也只能够原谅
多想把回忆当作穿脏的白衬衫
洗乾净
让时间的风轻轻晾乾
原来想念是不能隐瞒
原来悲伤也只能自己担
离开爱的日子又过了一大段
春天依旧啊
跟我无关
一直把你的笑容藏在我的心房
一直把窗开向你会回来的方向
一直把等待当作明天的力量
只怕一觉醒来已白发苍苍
啊~
原来转眼和永远一样
原来沉默不等于遗忘
就算已经交给你的爱不会回来
我们能把它藏在什么地方

好心分手(国粤语合唱版)

歌手:卢巧音王力宏 专辑:赏味人间(第二版)


好心分手(featuring 王力宏)
曲:雷颂德词:黄伟文编: unknow
演唱:卢巧音王力宏
专辑:赏味人间(第二版)
(女):是否很惊讶讲不出说话
没错我是说你想分手吗
曾给你驯服到就像绵羊
何解会反咬你一下你知吗
(男):也许该反省不应再说话
被放弃的我应有此报吗
如果我曾是个坏牧羊人能否再让我
试一下抱一下
(女):回头望伴你走从来未曾幸福过
(男):恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多
(男):被我伤让你痛
(女):好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破
(男):回头吧不要走
不要这样离开我
恨太多没结果往事重提是折磨
(女):下半生陪住你怀疑快乐也不多
没有心别再拖
好心一早放开我
从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
(女):若勉强也分到不多不如什么也摔破
(男):好心分手每天播
(女):可知歌者也奈何
(女):难行就无谓再拖
好心一早放开我从头努力也坎坷
统统不要好过
(男):为何唱着这首歌
为怨恨而分手问你是否原谅我
(女):若注定有一点苦楚
不如自己亲手割破

在年轻的时候
如果你看上了一个人
请你
请你一定要温柔地对待他
不管你们相爱的时间能有多长或多短
若你们能够始终温柔地相待
那么，所有的时刻都将是一种无暇的美丽
若不得不分离
也要好好地说声再见
也要在心里存着感谢
感谢他给了你一份记忆
长大以后
你才会知道
在蓦然回首的刹那
没有怨恨的青春才会了无遗憾
如山岗上那轮静静的满月